whine whine whine and complain

I am burnt out and i can't believe i'm not sick.
On wednesday i worked more than ten hours.
On thursday i went to class for eight hours and then i went to work for eight hours and i didn't get home until after midnight.
On friday i was at work for twelve hours but the last two and a half hours were a trunk show and i got to ingest wine and try on clothes.
On saturday i worked my normal shift and only got testy with the customers the last hour or so i was there.
Now it's sunday, beautiful work-free sunday and tonight we go to jesse's costume/birthday party and all day i've done nothing but buy three plants and some frozen food.
I have to study for my grading/production pattern-making midterm. I have to sew up some denim stylings. I have to design some evening wear. I didn't get to make my awesome halloween costume. I pissed off hae-eun by flaking out on some plans we made. I pissed off daniel by being jerky and demanding. I haven't been eating very well and when I do I eat way too fast. I bought Raphael and Jonah birthday presents. I am the best babysitter ever. I have a really hard time seeing beyond my little world so I hope you don't mind if I don't call or write or consider your feelings. I need a new haircut. I'm sick of being a slob. And I am so sick of my apartment I can't even think about how awful the moving process will be we have so much crap. Also, I am so sick of my apartment I can't help but be a slob. And i'm lazy when i'm home which isn't nearly often enough. I can't help but think this might all be in vain.